Everyone says, don’t care
People always and come and go
But, how can I stop thinking about someone
Who has been inside me, forever, who left me alone?
How can I forget someone,
Who has been with me since I know of?
What can I do to forget my own past?
How can I forget who I once was?
The bubbly happy girl, always positive
Nothing on her brain, just small things
Not thinking about the problem
She would have to deal with, first thing in the morning
It’s funny how I wanted to be older as a kid
And now all I want is to be a kid again
Maybe if I sit in the rain right now
I can drown in something
Other than my nemesis,
Other than my own thoughts