
I am scared of the unknown.
Vague intro, I know, but have you ever thought about it? Aren’t we all scared of just the unknown? People are scared of animals because they don’t what happens when it bites or something, they don’t know how much pain it’ll bring or if it will at all. People are scared of heights because they don’t know what will really happen once they fall. People are scared of the dark as they don’t what’s lurking behind it. And that’s it, we are all scared of just the unknown. Whatever our tiny minds can’t comprehend or make sense of, scares us.
So now, what about the future.
I was once excited for the future. To see what it brings, to see what all might happen, but right now the future scares me, again, because I have no idea what it brings. Growing up, scares me because I suddenly realise that some things are not gonna be the same anymore. Everything that the future awaits scares me now becasue I am not ready to let it go. I am not ready for life as it is now to end.
Once again, maybe things would be better, but just becasue I don’t know it, I am scared of it.
The new year starts tomorrow and even though I am ready to leave 2021 behind, I am not ready to embrace 2022.
Yet again, I have understood that somehow letting it all unfold is probably all we can do. Maybe the end doesn’t matter, maybe I’ll live through so many more new things, maybe, just maybe I can mix my past joys with my future happiness.
Happy 2022, guys✨
That’s what you call a ramble, i guess😅
Yet, let me know what you think about my thoughts. Lets talk about our plans for the new year and the (scary) concept of future. Waiting for you in the comments
Deep post here friend. When you feel this way, it is best to give it to God.
Psalm 34:4
“I sought the Lord, and he answered me
and delivered me from all my fears”.
Philippians 4:13
” I can do all things through him who strengthens me”.
While we can try to do things on our own, God is able to help us in dealing with our fears. God is able to put things in order for us and to make things work out for our good. To overcome fear, we need to put God first. God is the king and there is nothing impossible for him to do.
If anyone reading is interested in building a relationship with God, I have a post on that here: https://christcenteredruminations.wordpress.com/2018/08/29/how-to-build-a-relationship-with-god/
There is much more to know about God. I post frequently on my blog about topics related to God. You are welcome to follow my blog to keep up with my content. https://christcenteredruminations.wordpress.com/
-All the best. May God bless you.
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thank you for sharing this. I will surely visit your blog:)
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The unknown is interesting…after all,what’s the point of living if there’s nothing more to discover?Yes,it can be a bit scary,but then again,what’s life without a few risks? Well written ramble(if it is a ramble,it was quite intriguing) 🙂
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Ah true true
Thank you (i didn’t really know what to call it😅 it was totally random)
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Goodness me, this post is soo deep and well written!! ❤️
Felt every single word that you’ve written
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Thank you so much ❤
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Thank you for this akshita 💗
this is exactly how i feel; all the other posts i’ve read today are so peppy and excited for the new year but this one is resonates the most with me because this is exactly how i feel
so much uncertainty, at least knowing i’m not the only one gives me hope
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Same here, kim
On 31st my reader was filled with cheery posts and I wasn’t feeling that way. Me too, when people comment that this was how they were feeling gives me relief that I am not the only one sulking on new year
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Always remember my sweet niece…. the only thing to fear is fear itself.
Keep flying high in 2022… I’ll be here to catch you my sweet!
💖
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That’s true auntie, i’ll make it a point:)
Thank you so much!❤✨
Happy new year to you too! May you have 2022 filled with lots of happy memories✨
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Good to hear that and thanks for the wishes my dearest and to you!❤️💕🙌
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😊😊😊
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You are right the unknown is SCARY and I normally start panicking when I think too much about the future cuz I don’t know what it holds and I can’t control it and that definitely causes me a lot of panic but I think it’s better to take one day at a time specially in times like this when everything is just SO uncertain and remember that we should not thing the worst of the future cuz yes it might have bad shit but it will have good stuff too you know
Anyways Happy New yearr sorry for the lecture
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True that, worrying isn’t gonna gake me anywhere
That wasn’t a lecture, no! You’re older than me and I take that as advice:)
Happy new year to you too!!
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True that unknown scares, but this is life, full of unknown and uncertainties. Happy New Year to you.
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Indeed
Same to you!
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Having just a vague (callback to the second line😄) idea, I think, about what you’d like your future to look like and also about your past mistakes and experiences, good or bad, is enough. Living in the present is the best you can do because you can only control the present. I mean, we can try to control some future outcomes but that’s just a result of our present endeavours. Don’t worry too much. Be in the present. I know it’s easier said than done but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try.
Cheers!
Happy New Year!
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That is true. Its just sometimes its hard to not to think so much because everyone is soo immersed in a change of date😅
That definitely sounds like the wisdom of someone older😁😉
Happy new year!!!!!
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Wish you a very happy new year Akshita!!! I totally get you. Yesterday I was up till 12:30. As soon as the clock struck 12, there were firecrackers and so much noise all of a sudden that I was startled. And I wondered what everyone was celebrating and why. It’s just a passing moment. Just a scientific date that could have been set by them any other date. I wanted the clock to stop. I regretted the passing year and I fell sad to see the date 2022 as soon as I turned on my phone. Is it just me? I don’t want anything to change and I am scared of the uncertainties of the upcoming year. Just like every other new year. What a viscous cycle isn’t it.
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Thank you!! You too!!
Exactly! It is, it is. People celebrate it with such fervour and overrated-ness that its kinda scary coz somehow I don’t feel its that big a deal
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So I wasn’t alone 😁
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Not at all 😀
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Oiii ak!!! Happy new year!!!!! Our buddy read went to hell 😭🤦 sorry I got covid 🙂 great way to end isc exams right? 🙂 Still not recovered. Also this is a stunning post!!! Yesterday i was totally freaking out around midnight because this year seems to be so unknown uk. But let’s hope for the best ✨💓
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Happy new year ash!
Ahh, that’s sad:( are you doing better now?
Exactly! With the council too being so vague, its getting on my nerves 😬
Get well soon!!
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Did you read the book tho? 😅
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Yeah, I read like 12 chapters😅
Its boring till now, tbh
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Perhaps it might be Comforting
To Know/Feel/Sense That the Only
Innate Fears Humans Are Born
With Is Falling and
Fear Of Loud
Noises
True When it Thunders
Seek Shelter And When
The Roar is Loud Quick
Get out of the Way Could
Be A Lion or Tiger Coming For A
Human Snack
And Yes
Falling Off
A Mountain
Means Almost
Certain Death
Yet Perhaps Faster
Than Eaten By A Predator
10 Times Our Size With A
Very Very Loud Roar Dear Akshita Indeed!
So What are All the Other Fears of the Unknown
Those We Learn What Does the Small Child Moving
Connecting Co-Creating in Non-Sense Babbling Song
And Toddling
Dance With
No Instructions
SMiLing and Laughing
Together In Pure Human
Love Fear True There is No
Fear In Love All is Okay When
We Give And Share And Care
And Heal Love With All We Meet
And Greet In Existence As Love For
True to Create A Life of Love BeLieve
BeLeaf BeLove Yes Be A Tree of Love
With Hands Holding Other Leaves This Way of Love
All Is Known
And Felt
And
Sensed
As Love
Eternally
Now As A Practice
Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love AlwayS Eternally Now
Indeed A Best FRiEnD Within
Is Love to Always Be Now KNoWN For Real
There is No Fear in This Place of BeinG Love For Real NoW…
Happy New Year of LoVE Dear FRiEnD With Everlasting SMiLes of ‘The Child’..:)
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True that sir!
Happy 2022!! Have a great year
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SMiles
Thanks
Akshita🙌😊
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Awesome post Akshita, quite a nice ramble I would say! Happy New Year! You have been an awesome friend, and I hope you have a productive and joyous 2022 🙂
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Thank you so much!
You too!
Same to you!! Hapy 2022!
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Profound. Health & Happiness to you in 2022 Akshita!

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Thanks!
Happy new year to you too! Have a great one!!
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Wow.. this post is soo deep and well written!! ❤️
Felt every single word that you’ve written
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Thank you so much!😄✨
Happy 2022!
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Hope the year 2022 is filled with happiness for you Akshita. Have a great one!
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Thank you and Happy new year!! You too!
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also, it’s okay to be scared. it sucks to feel that way but still.
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:))
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a playlist on new year because why not..
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Aye, thaanksss!!
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akshitaaaa.. girl your posts always give me comfort, you know? like yay i’m not the only one.. and yeah the future is scary. i was about to cry aaj because i wanted to freeze time to this moment, 31st december. january seems.. i dont know .. kinda cold. but hey HARRY POTTER REUNION IS COMING TOMO AT 1:35 PM IST sooo we have something to go on. and it’ll be okay, we’ll get through it, rugged, maybe a little cracked, but we will. grab a good book and reaaaddd through new year thats what i’m gonna doo!!!!
i’m currently reading the book thief .. *so good*
byee, happy 2022!!!! blast new year’s day and 22 (ts)!!!!!!
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Ah, that’s what i did. All too well(10 mins) + a good book and my 31st night was set!
The book thief is seriously one of the best things I have ever read!
Also, enjoy the HP reunion(i was never a fan😅)
How could I forgot those two🤦♀️ going off to that right away
Happy 2022!!
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Always keep the child in you alive!❤
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I’ll try to!
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You don’t know what the future brings! It’s one of those things you can’t control. You just have to trust. Future will be better! Let’s just enjoy now. And change is the only constant when it comes to life. Isn’t it?
Btw, great post, Akshita!❤
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True that!
Thank you so much aayushi!!
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Omg, I agree so much. This paragraph is literally how I feel right now because of term 1 results-
‘I was once excited for the future. To see what it brings, to see what all might happen, but right now the future scares me, again, because I have no idea what it brings. Growing up, scares me because I suddenly realise that some things are not gonna be the same anymore. Everything that the future awaits scares me know because I am not ready to let it go. I am not ready for life as it is now to end.’
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happy new year almost btw
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Same to you✨
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That was exactly what was in my mind whilst writing this so I get you
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What a thoughtful post.
Future thoughts might be indeed scary sometimes, but again its a life. Nothing stays the same on this universe. It will go the way it have to.
There’s nothing we can do as a human except embracing the future possibilities to continue to live this precious life.
Anyways, wishing you success, wealth & health this coming year. 💐❣
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Thanks!
That is true. All we can do is let it all come undone
Thank you so much! Wishing you the same✨
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its better to be skeptic than to not be! not only you but everyone have their fears! another set of 365 days might just be scary!
just focus on the celeb if there is one today😃. Sometimes last day of this year is so overrated that it just exemplifies scary thoughts!!
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IKR! It was hard waking up each day to the last 2 years, as they were. So i don’t what to expect from 2022, maybe it’d be better🤞
And thanks, seems like a good distraction 😄
Happy almost new year!
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I don’t get why people are so scared, everybody I know is freaking out 😶.
I’m the only one whose like- eh chill 😂.
Happy new year!!
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😅this is mostly due to sem1 results, class 11 and sem2 and everything
Guess, I do need to chill😂
Happy new year to you too!!!✨
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Loll
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Wow. This is profound!
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Thank you!
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TBH unknown’s is kinda scary. You don’t know anything about it, you aren’t familiar about it. You don’t anything about it. Nice Ramble😜, Akshita.
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Exactly!!
Ah well thanks dhriti😁
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